Monday, July 19, 2010

i believed in NOONE

yah tidak ada orang di dunia ini yang bener bener bener bisa dipercaya 100%....
bahkan tmen, ato mungkin sahabat, bisa aja nusuk dari blakang.
yang lebih parah, for now, i'm not sure at all, who that could be trusted, who are not. ya intinya, gua bahkan gatau siapa temen yang emang mau jadi temen gua, ato sekedar terpaksa ato kpengen dapet sesuatu aja. pikiran jahat? emang. tapi itu realitanya. kalo emang you guys care about me, where are you all when i need you? where are you when i was in a bad mood? and where's your heart when all you do is just saying about your happiness, your problems, and even for 1 sec you care about me. 

i love my friends and i love being loved by my friends. for me friendship is everlasting. once you be my friend, it will be forever.  
yah i know pasti ko ada yg bener2 care ma gw, yg sayang ma gw, i know guys. but sometimes i always ask myself, "am i belong here?" i'm not sure, even in my last year @high school. entahlah. smuanya serba complicated..
sorry friends. a bunch of sorries.. for now, i belived in noone and for God only i trust karena apa yang Tuhan perbuat adalah mutlak dan dia gapernah ninggalin kita sedetikpun.. 

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