Wednesday, June 30, 2010

ciao

so goodbye everybody! hehehe
besok sayah mau pergi.. of course go on a VACATION w/ my family to Baliii...
hell ya!! :)
BALI.. I'M COMIN'!

goodbye goodbye all! and have a nice holiday to you all!
hope there'll be wifi or free internet service there!
see ya!
ciao ♥

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

P.I.A.N.O


piano..
yap.. maybe that's just kinda musical instrument with only 2 colours on it.
haha.. LOL
i was introduced to piano by my parents approximately 10 years ago
terus yah.. les piano.. just like kebanyakan anak waktu itu
ktnya biar pinter lah.. biar EQ nya gede lah.. de el el

first impression: ribet!
kuku gaboleh panjang lah
tangan harus bulet
bahu gaboleh turun
harus lat tiap hari
dan sederet peraturan lainnya

the next 5 years:
MALES LATIAN!! LAGUNYA GA ENAK :(
knapa si tiap hari hrs latian??? huuuuu

but around 4 years ago:
piano become my BEST friend :)
dunno why but 
gausa muluk muluk kaya puisi kalo main piano beban jadi ilang
ga
bukan kaya gitu
beban emang ga ilang
tapi perasaan jadi lebih tenang
kt belajar ngehargain tiap lagu, bahkan tiap not yang ada didalemnya
belajar menghayati pesen apa yg disampaikan si pengarang
bahkan belajar buat melodi sendiri 

kelas 5 SD
gua disuruh les keyboard sama ortu gua
kbetulan mereka knal sama pngajarnya
tapi gua cuma tahan 3 bulan..
knapa?
karna guru itu sangat amat aneh dan jahat dan susah kalo ngasi pe er
aneh memang
slama ini ga pernah plajaran Teori musik di skola gua anggap susah
tapi ini
di ambang batas deh
chord-chord nya uda bahkan ga sempet mikir lagi buat dimaenin

tapi 3 bulan itu yg ngbuat gua bisa main piano spontan
ga pake beban
karena kita uda tau kunci dari lagunya
bahkan ga pernah kepikir,
3 bulan itu bakal kepake seumur hidup

2 SMP
my mother asked -half FORCED me buat pelayanan di gereja
as a keyboardist
FYI: gua ga pernah bener bener suka sm yang namanya keyboard
walau sjak klas 5sd itu uda sering disuruh main di acara-acara sekolah
but for me, keyboard is just a machine
ga bakal bisa dimaenin pake perasaan
dengan teknologi sebesar apapun, secanggih apapun
ga bakal bisa ngehasilin suara piano yg bener-bener alami..
ya,, thats my thoughts ya.. mgkn yang lain mikir beda,,
back to topic: of course i refused it
tapi lamalama uda gabisa ditolak
dan akirnya mulai saat itu gua resmi playanan di greja main keyboard
kira2 selama 4 taun
banyak yg gua dapet
selain pengalaman main di kebaktian dan retret2
gua juga bisa kenal organisasi gereja - khususnya remaja lebih dalam
malah sejak itu gua ikut kepengurusan remaja
n playanan tetap jd keyboardist/pianis/singer/kolektan/usher
hahaa.. banyak memang. tp belum cukup berani buat jadi WL (worship leader)

now:
apakah sekarang gua tetep gasuka sama keyboard? 
big YES people~
tp bukan berarti ga ada sesuatu yang berharga dan penting
sesuatu yang ga enak, mungkin yang kita ga suka
justru kadang ngajarin kita sama banyak hal...
mungkin sekarang ga berguna,
tapi 10 taun lagi? 20? 30?
siapa yang tau?
skarang gua uda beralih jadi pianis..
dan sedang berusaha buat ngembangin apa yang gua bisa
karena slama ini gua belajar yg namanya sight reading, hrs langsung bisa!
karna ga mungkin smua orang nunggu lu blajar dulu
dan juga smua yang gua blajarin waktu les keyboard, smua chords2 gila itu
BERGUNA! lebih dari cukup.. aaa.. thanks to GOD!

kalo orang bilang gua jago main piano
jawabannya: TOTALLY NOT! sama skali ngga
kadang, gw gatau hrs main lagu apa kalo disuruh main *srasa gabisa apaapa*
kadang, gw melongo kalo liat pianis jago sambil pasang mupeng (muka pengen)
kadang, gua pnasaran knapa orang bisa main spontaneusly tp bisa ngehasilin nada yg enak banget~!
kadang, gua pengen jago, pengen bisa smua lagu CHOPIN tapi bahkan gapunya keinginan buat belajar...
kadang, kadang, dan kadang.
tp THANKS to my parents and also GOD
for forcing me to learn and learn more everyday~
sampe bisa jadi kaya gini skarang.. 
thaaaaaaaaaaannnkkkssss :D :D

thx also for reading my blog people!
this is just a bit of my experience with piano

and especially thanks to piano
buat suaranya yang bagus banget
buat harmonisasi yg kereeeeeennnnn banget di tiap nadanya
buat nemenin gua slalu .. hehehe
n karena kamu, you make me LOVE music
always and always until now
hope oneday, i can find my own passion in piano
gausa niru gaya orang
just my style sajah! 

p.s: I LOVE MY STYLE JUST THE WAY IT IS!! :D



Thursday, June 24, 2010

june june oh JUNEEEE

last day di XID.. i've missed you already guys!
walau bukan klas yang rame but i do love u all.. :D


long time no see guys! now i'm back *promise myself not to forget to write this blog* LOL..:D this june was one of the hard months for me.. there're problems, sadness-lots of, happiness, and yaaa.. evrything. the good one is He made this month hard for me but also precious.. coz without tempations, human being will never consider Our Mighty God right? ok mulai sajah yah..
awal-awal juni.. finally the final exam had finished! and now i'm free from that sucks books, from stay up studying till midnite, from stressfull and fear facing the super-hard exams -_________-"
but the fear hasn't overed yet.. still there was one thing about school which frightened me the most.. pengumuman kenaikan kelass!! NO NO!! takut banget ga
naek... ok. i'm not that stupid but FYI this whole Year, my math score always below 60 (PU). and how could i relax if our math teacher never give us any remedial or something to cover our terrible score?? aaa.. i HATE that man!! hope we'll never meet again!
but yea finally God showed me His way.. saya naik kelas! hehehe... thx GOD!! bunches of Thankies!! :D :D *walau nilai mat paspasan-61- tapi saya senang skali!* hehehe
welcome 12th grade!!

and then say welcome to the Mr. HOLIDAYS! hehehe.. but as i said before. this wasn't overed yet and i couldn't get any rest! haha..
these are my to do(s) list:
1. latihan DBC buat wisuda SMA n ultah aloysius

2. panbuk sma
3. latian band buat sweet
4. latian jadi pagerayu di kawinan temen
5. siapin surprise party one of my besties

but ya God has His own way.. and i believe that was the best for me..
akirnya yang terlaksana itu cuma no. 2, no.3 n setengahnya dari no.1

ini nomer 3.. kita masi smpet ngband di GrandEastern.. *aww.. great to took a part in a party.. i know that my voice maybe yah paspasan but i love singing! hope i could improve my skill more and moreee :)*

last friday, when i got up, i was told that my grandpa*from dad* has passed away. the first impression is: SHOCKED. of course,,
and then : gawat.. hr ini harusnya latian dbc trus ngasi surprise buat tmen trus malemnya ada sweet juga,,, trus langsung nghubungin bbrp orang minta maap..
besokny hrs jadi pager ayu
lusanya harus tampil di skolah

my grandpa is a healthy man.. bahkan dia jarang sakit n gapernah ke rumah sakit..
he's 82 years old. that news hit my family badly especially my grandma.. but once again God is good people.....
kira2 beberapa jam sebelon meninggal dia smpet bilang sm ema
engkong : "pulang yu.. pulang"
ema : "ka mana? balik kamana deui ieu teh imah ni" (translate: where? where will u go.. this is your house!)
engkong : "pulang we lah yu.. pulang"
ema : "ah embung.. ni we lah sorangan.. wo mah embung (translate: no.. you go yourself. i don't want go with you"

ato apa yg dia omongin sama sodara
engkong : "nanti tengah malem.. saya mau meninggal"
*padahal di kamar itu gada jam ato jendela jadi dia gatau itu siang ato malem.. n trnyata jam 00.02 dia meninggal..

ato omongan sama mam/papi
engkong : "kalo si X (anggap cc gw) uda skolah?"
papih : "udah selesai.. bntar lagi kuliah loh.."
engkong : " oh bagus bagus. smua harus sekolah yah yang tinggi supaya pinter nantinya.. pokonya semua hrs sekolah sampe beres!"

walau dia uda pergi.. tanpa warisan pun, tp warisan yg sebenernya itu adalah apa yg dia kasih buat kita semua selama hidupnya.. bahkan waktu di rumah duka ratusan orang dari mana-mana mpe dr luar kota segala dateng.. banyak yang ikut sedih.. banyak pendeta dateng.. itu karena he's a good man and everybody loves him.. n hrsnya kita semua seneng karena he believes in Jesus jadi kalo sekarang meninggal pun dia ga bakal mati.. dia bakalan hidup kekal di surga.. :)

n then buat urusan-urusan yg akirnya batal, i've thought about it..
untung aja.. untung aja.. ga kejadian waktu cc wisuda ato waktu liburan...
mau gimana juga, harus ada salah satu yang berkorban.. and i'm proud it's me..
thx God for the right time.. i believe you know what's best for us! walau banyak yang batal, banyak kerugian, n banyak ksempatan yg kebuang, i didn't regret it.. this is my last tribute for u Grandpa.. be happy in heaven :)

and also i know that someday i'll die.. will people come to my cemetery? will people cry for me? how many people care and love me? and how my family continue their life without me?
those are questions in my mind if you ask me about death.. whenever you want God, i'm ready if you want me to die.. i have believed you so i won't go to hell.. just one wish God,

"if someday i die, hope my friends, my family could continue their life, could go on seaching their identity or reaching their future.. and also i hope if oneday i day, my death could be a lesson for other people not to waste their time, waste their life with such unseful things like drugs, sex, or something else..because you'll never know when God calls you back to Him."