Monday, August 23, 2010

let's movin'

hi blogger,
i'm sorry before but i think i'm gonna move to tumblr.. LOL
don't forget to follow me yah!
see ya!


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Saturday, August 21, 2010

Whatta Great Worship Night!

i've just watched Hillsong Concert and just one sentence for this AWESOME concert last night.

HOW GREAT IS OUR GOD!!! :) :)

Thursday, August 19, 2010

IF

kalau kamu tidak bisa menjadi sebatang pohon,
jadilah akarnya yang ada di bawah namun kuat menopang pohon yang besar.


kalau kamu tidak bisa menjadi air terjun
jadilah embun yang memberikan kehidupan buat setiap daun di taman.


kalau kamu tidak bisa menjadi jalan raya
jadilah jalan setapak yang dilewati orang setiap hari.


kalau kamu tidak bisa menjadi sebuah gunung,
jadilah batu kerikil yang kecil namun indah tergeletak di taman.


kalau kamu tidak bisa menjadi sebuah rumah
jadilah sebuath tenda kecil yang melindungi tiap pendaki gunung dari hujan dan matahari.


kalau kamu tidak bisa menjadi sebuah gajah yang kuat
jadilah seekor semut yang mengangkut makanan untuk keluarganya


dan kalau kamu tidak bisa menjadi orang terkenal
cukup jadilah sahabat yang baik buat setiap temantemanmu :)

10 days without mom??!

no no nooooo!!!
aaaaaa.. gimana dong gimana dong dimana doong???
ok. be calm... jadi, tanggal 27, mamihku kudu pergi k suatu tempat di suatu tempat, buat melakukan sesuatu, yang lamanya 10 hari. jadi, slama 10 hari itu, i have to be the eldest sister for my lil sister, or maybe a 'mom' for my father... huaaaa.. don't go please mom... :'(


ternyata emang, buat kita, mama itu penting banget.. walau kadang cerewet ato bikin kita kesel, tapi d samping smua itu, dia yang paling care ke kita, n secara ga langsung kita slalu diperhatiin... i LOVE u sooo much mom!!
miss u.. take care yah ! :) :)

donor.darah

kemarin, dalam rangka HUT RI ke-65, sekolah gua ngadain donordarah yang biasa diadain 2x setahun.
n taun ini, jelas peserta dari angkatan gua membengkak karena hampir semua udah umur 17. sebagian besar sih mendonor karena mau dapet bonus nilai Pkn, tapi sebagian lain excited banget pengen ngerasain pengalaman donordarah yang pertama. hehehe..

buat gua, ini yang ke-2. jadi emang uda ga terlalu takut lagi *walaupun masi ga kepengen liat jarumnya! LOL*
seneng deh, bisa ngasi sesuatu, yang memang jadi hak milik kita pribadi *bukan pemberian ortu/ orang laen*, dalam konteks ini darah, buat orang lain, yang mungkin kita ga tau siapa. buat kita mungkin hal ini simpel, tapi buat orang mungkin darah kita berharga banget, malah mungkin bisa nyelametin nyawa mereka..
jadi, buat kalian-kalian yg mungkin baca blog ini n belum pernah donor darah, coba deh! believe me, ga sesakit yang kalian kira. :) hehehe..

Monday, August 16, 2010

happy birthday Indonesia!

happy birthday to you dear my lovely country :)
haha.. Indonesia has been my homeland since 17 years ago, n i love Indonesia as i love my own family..
and now, you've turned 65 pal. whoa, sudah tua juga kau =p
65 berarti, uda 65 taun kau terbebas dari penjajahan..
udah 65 tahun kau berhasil bikin pemerintahan, your own goverment,
udah 65 tahun kau buat banyak orang sayang sama kamu,
udah 65 tahun kau berjuang buat kita smua,


makasih ya Indonesia, udah ada sejak saya lahir..
memang negara kita ini banyak masalah, korupsi, kriminalitas dan lainlain,
tapi Indonesia udah jadi bagian hidup kita sendiri, udah mendarah-daging.
jadi apapun kekuranganmu, buat saya, kau tetap negara terbaik yang bener-bener nyaman dan amat buat kita.
seperti kata orang, mencintai itu bukan berarti kelebihannya saja, tapi kekurangannya juga.

so, Happy birthday yah! always wish u the best, and keep going on yah! berjuang terus buat kemajuan negara kita, semoga smua yang udah diperjuangkan dari dulu sampe skarang ga ada yang siasia :))

please

please don't cry mom...
please please please.. your tears always hurt us badly.. :'(

100 truths

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = mm... rice?
2. last phone call = nunaaa :)
3. last text message = about the Hillsong ticket i think
4. last song you listened to = Never Say Never- The Fray
5. last time you cried =  about a minute ago. haha

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = nope
7. been cheated on = maybe
8. kissed someone & regretted it = no 
9. lost someone special = yes and it was hurt me badly
10. been depressed = YES
11. been drunk and threw up = HELL NO

THIS YEAR (2010) HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend = yeeeaaaa :)
16. Fallen out of love = mm.. no comment
17. Laughed until you cried = not yet
18. Met someone who changed you = big YES
19. Found out who your true friends were = yes i have found them but  not in 2010
20. Found out someone was talking about you = ah i don't really care
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list (facebook) = no, thanks
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life = mostly
23. How many kids do you want to have = 2 is enough
24. Do you have any pets = ARE lobsters a pet?
25. Do you want to change your name = haha.. my name is hard enough but i love it! great meaning inside.
26. What did you do for your last birthday = mm..  bloody fever? (db)
27. What time did you wake up today = 5.48!
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = mm.. just close my eyes but i couldn't sleep!!
29. Name something(S) you CANNOT wait for = BALI TRIP ofcourse..
30. Your Kids would be named = up to my husband's name
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = honestly lots, but still thank God for everything i have now.
32. What are you listening to right now = jazz songs, Rn B, yah most of them are Western
33. Have you ever talked to a person who wants to destroy your relationship = idk..
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = u.n.i.v.e.r.s.i.t.y
35. Most visited webpage= facebook, twitter, blogspot, 4shared, youtube
36. Whats your real name = Fedora Devena Diogitta Koerniawan
37. Nicknames = never like my nicknames, i love being called as Devena.  
39. Zodiac sign = SCORPIO
40. Male or female = Female
41. Elementary school = St. Aloysius
44. Hair colour = black, brown, red, but none of them are White! *thx God!*
45. Long or short = Long
46. Height = 55
47. Do you have a crush on someone = umm.. maybe yes
48: What do you like about yourself = ah, everything lah!
49. Piercings = 2. 
50. Tattoos = don't like 
51. Righty or lefty = righty

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery = never
53. First piercing =when i was a baby. is that a piercing?
54. First best friend = In Kyeong Victoria Jung
55. First sport you joined = i don't like sports
56. First vacation = pangandaran? when i still inside my mum's womb
58. First pair of trainers = what's that means? LOL
59. Eating = euh, baby lah
60. Drinking = yah you know lah
61. I'm about to =  open adobephotoshop
62. Listening to = Please Don't Stop the music
63. Waiting = ah don't know

YOUR FUTURE
64. Want kids? = yes 
65. Want to get married? = HELL YEA
66. Career =just be SOMEONE

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = eyes
68. Hugs or kisses = both
69. Shorter or taller = taller
70. Older or Younger = Older
71. Romantic or spontaneous =spontaneous
72. Nice stomach or nice arms= nice behaviour
73. Sensitive or loud = ah none of them
74. Hook-up or relationship = no
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = none of them

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger = NOPE
77. Drank hard liquor = no
78. Lost glasses/contacts = yes
79. Sex on first date = NO NO NO
80. Broken someone's heart = hopefully no
81. Had your own heart broken = euh. i don't know really
82. Been arrested = nooooo
83. Turned someone down = maybee
84. Cried when someone died = YES! 
85. Fallen for a friend = yes i HAVE

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = yes . if i don't so why i still sit in front of my computer and write these words?
87. Miracles = yes, that God's
88. Love at first sight = maybe
90. Santa Claus = noo
91. Kiss on the first date = euh. 
92. Angels = yeaa

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time = no lah
95. Did you sing today? = i do SING everyday
96. Ever cheated on somebody = no
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go = when i was  15 years old
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be = mmmm....*confused*
99. Are you afraid of falling in love = no
100. Posting this as 100 truths =okah :)

Sunday, August 15, 2010

history, what does it for??

rasanya agak konyol kalau ga ada yang pernah kepikiran,  
"buat apa sih belajar sejarahh???
ga penting, banyak apalan, susah lagi! Yang penting kan masa kini, masa sekarang, gausa balik balik ke masa lalu lah..."
and so do i, sering banget gua mikirin hal ini. udahlah, ga penting sejarah mah, mending juga ganti sama pelajaran yang agak guna dikit. bahasa prancis ke, masak ke, or anything asal jangan sejarah!
haha..
 
tapi, beberapa hari yang lalu, a teacher of mine said that history is being learnt until now so that people learnt not to do same mistakes from their past.
bagus banget yah? ga pernah kepikir gitu kalo sejarah yang ngebosenin sebenernya banyak maknanya. misalnya aja kaya cerita tentang penjajahan, dari situ kita diajarin supaya ga cepet percaya sama orang asing lagi, supaya kejadian yang sama ga keulang lagi.
bahkan Alkitab juga sebenernya berisi sejarah kan? dari mulai sejarah penciptaan, sejarah manusia, sampai sejarah Yesus sendiri. buat apa semua itu dipelajari? supaya kita tau gimana kesalahan manusia jaman dulu, yang gamau denger kata Tuhan, gamau bersandar sama Tuhan, selalu membangkang dan akhirnya dapet pelajaran dari Tuhan.

nah, so, as a God's creatures, we should have known that we are built for Him. kita bukan hidup buat diri kita sendiri, tapi kita hidup buat Dia, jadi apa salahnya sesekali menoleh ke belakang buat ngeliat dan menghindari hal yang sama? yang diperlukan itu menoleh, bukan berbalik. 
dengan menoleh ke belakang, kita sadar akan kesalahan kita dan smoga ga keulang lagi :)

designer wannabe :)

hmm...
so here i am, have been tryin to upload my picts to this blog, but don't know why gabisabisa.. :'(
i've just made a T-shirt design for my school trip to bali next november :))
yaaaayyy...
not to good i think, but i have NO IDEA! 
padahal semangat sedikit terpacu waktu liat one of my friend's design.. pretty good loh..
*buat yg baca jangan ngapung idungnya say =p* lucu banget barongnya kaya barongsai.. LOL


yah i'll try later to upload mine yaahhh...

Thursday, August 12, 2010

can't wait no more

yaaaayyy, i do LOVE november!


not only because i'll turn 18 on 19th of november, but also i'll go to BALIIIII... again. but now i'll go with my friends on a schooltrip!!! :) :) :)
semoga tidak terjadi hal-hal-yang-tidak-diinginkan sampe 1 november nanti... hehehehe.. :D
and guess what makes this trip such a great one? 
kita bakal nginep di HARRIS river side! *shouting* dan itu jauuuuhh lebi bagus daripada hotel taun taun sebelumya.. YES YES YES!!


NOVEMBER I'M COMIN'!! 

i'm homeeee

such a greaaaaat retreat!!! love it love it LOVE IT! LOL :D


retret nya itu di civita, Jakarta, sejenis wisma gitu n ada tempat kesusteran dll...
walaupun agak sederhana (wc-nya kecil sangat, aernya coca-cola) tapi kita have fun banget di sini,
walaupun boneka, kamera, hp, bahkan selimut pun dikumpulin tapi tetep rame banget,
walaupun panas menyengat, tp kita tetep bisa ketawa n larilari bersamaaa :)
walaupun sakitsakit badan, tapi outdoor games justru buat kelas jadi tambah deket n kompakkk 
walaupun kepisah dari kelas laen bahkan tementemen di skolah, tapi banyak banget hal baru yang bisa diambil maknanya dari retret ini.. hehe.. thanks to aloy! :D *giggle


what i get on this retreat :
1. Iman tanpa perbuatan itu sia-sia. 
2. kita jadi sadar akan talenta masing-masing yang uda Tuhan kasih... jadi ga sirik-sirik sama orang laen
3. Manusia dikasih keinginan bebas, yg bahkan malaikat pun ga punya. tapi justru dari situ kita dilatih untuk bijaksana n tanggung jawab terhadap semua konsekuensi dari apa yg kita lakuin.
4. XIIB ITU RAME BANGET! loveee u alll *smooch
5. sesuatu hal yang simple bisa jadi hal yang spesial banget kalo diliat dari sudutpandang yang berbeda
6. cinta bukan sekedar sayang. cinta harus rela berkorban, berbagi setiap kekurangan & kelebihan bahkan memaafkan setiap kesalahan orang yang kita sayangg :)
7. setiap keputusan yg kita ambil, kalo berdasar pada Tuhan, pasti bisa berakhir dengan baik! 


thanks to my schoolllll!!!! :D and also thanks for you all friend for make this last retreat such a wonderful one. high school never ends!

Saturday, August 7, 2010

i'm sad.. so badly.. aaaaaaaaaaa.. :'(

yesterday was a GREAT day. i mean, there's a lot of happiness and also sadness in one day.

the HAPPINESS is:
1. kmaren itu hari trakir sekolah sebelum retreat hr senin.. hehehe..can't wait to go there!
2. we do sharing a lot yah sis! *siapapun yg ngerasa* wkwwkwk
3. fotofoto banyak sekali! :D :D :D
4. my bestfriend yg dari bepeka dateng n we talk a lot also jalanjalan barennnggg :)
5. tmanku ultah n kt ngasi kue samasama, makan, n nonton dy dibanjur LOL
6. dapet 1 foto polaroid dari tmanku. =P
7. ketawa terusterusan!
8. bisa bagi pengalaman n bagi kesetressan menjelang kuliah


and the SADNESS:
1. masih blum bisa ga kepikiran tentang kuliah
2. masih belum nentuin uda gede jadi apaa..
3. sedih karena banyak banget sahabatsahabat saya yg kuliah k luar negri... padahal ga kerasa banget kalo kita tu uda SMA, uda 3 taun bareng.. bahkan mungkin ada yg uda 14 taun bareng dari TK sampe SMA. n banyak yg kita lakuin bareng, dari mulai blajar, bikin tugas, maen, foto, jalanjalan, berantem, nangis, marahan, dan lainlainnya.. :'(
sedih banget rasanya ga rela kalo hrs kepisah,,


tapi ya inilah hidup. ga mungkin ada hidup yang ga ada perpisahannya. suatu saat kita pasti bakal kepisah sama orang yang kita sayang. cuma Dia dan waktuNya yang nentuin KAPAN dan BAGAIMANA. tugas kita cuma mensyukuri apa yang udah Dia berikan, bersikap baik sama siapapun sebelum terlambat, n ngasitau k mereka betapa berharganya mereka baut kita :)
so friends, i never regret even one thing about you all.. i'm proud to be your friend, proud to know u, and also proud to say goodbye to u and wish the best for you all..

although miles separate us, but is friendship ever counts by miles? 
for me friendship is counts by heart, your heart n mine..

thanks foooor all.. i'll never FORGET you :')
smooch smooch!

Wednesday, August 4, 2010

refreshing

tanggal 9 nanti, gw bakal pergi retret bareng skolah k civita di Jakarta... hehehe...
sounds weird at first, soalnya waktu breafing banyak peraturan anehaneh,, ahahaha,,
but yaaa.. dipikir2 lumayan juga, refreshing di tengah segalaaaa kesibukan dan kelieuran sekolah..
hehe...
smoga bisa bermanfaat, smoga bs jadi retret yg menyenangkan. last retreat @highschool..
aaaa.. gonna miss this time later..
hehe..
ciao! :)

welcome and farewell

last friday my elder sister has just come back from TAIWAN.
and guess what did she buy there? about 6 pair of shoes, a dozen clothes, and dozens snacks and food , n much more!
aaaahhhh... i envy you sis!!!


jadi k Taiwan itu kuranglebih 3 mingguan n kita bisa citytour ke berbagai pusat seni, mall, tourist spots, restaurants, cafes, n masi banyak lagi! dengan tourguide langsung. trs ada program belajarnya juga.. jadi ini tu salah satu program pemerintah taiwan buat memperkenalkan budaya asli mereka ke orang2 chinese yang ada di Asia, termasuk indo. 
dengan harga yg relatif murah, kt dapet akomodasi memuaskan, temen dr mancanegara, n berbagai pengalaman lain! aaaaaa... maumaumau!
and FYI, barang2 di sana itu superdupermurah abis!!
baju n spatu pun kbanyakan below 300 NT (1NT= 300 IDR)
murah sangaatt!!
smoga bisa k sana sama tmanku! (ayo sis kt daftar! ternyata pendaftaran baru buka januari 2011)
nabungnabung aaahh~~

tapi badnewsnya, my sis only stay in bandung about 10days trs dia pergi k bekasi buat nerusin college d sana.. fight yah sis!! i know u can make it.. :) 
 

runnin' out of time... NO NO NO!

setiap kali inget kata WAKTU/ TIME, i feel depressed. totally depressed.


now i'm on the last grade of highschool, n until now i haven't made decision about my college. just 10 more months i'll graduate from highschool, and where shall i go? what shouldi do next? who i want to be? 
these questions are freaking me out. REALLY
i consider that it's no the last battle  for me. but it's a death-or-alive decision that has to be made by NOW or NEVER.


please God.. please.. show me Your way, and let me be what you want me to be.. 
bless me, guide me trough confusions, and also give me strength and wisdom. 
i want to be what's best not only for me, but also for my family and also YOU. i want to be SOMEONE, not something. Someone with high responsibilty, someone with a great future, someone with You in every steps on her life.

good news!

yes yes yes!
entah pengaruh penolakan siswa ato whatever,
finally, MG ada lagi!!! yeeeaaaaayyyy!!! YEAH YEAH YEAH~ *scream to the MAX*

hehe.. walaupun kali ini dengan gaya yang agak beda dengan taun sebelumnya, MG taun ini cuma 2 hari tepatnya 17-18 Desember.. namanya pun bukan Malam Gembira tapi Malam Amal...
ah.. who cares? the most important thing is, MG's still there for us. So Get ready people!
enjoy your last MG, even it's shorter than usual. but still, thanks -BIG thanks, buat siapapun yg masi tergerak buat memperjuangkan tradisi dan ciri khas kita, thanks to you all~ :)

makasih buat care sama sekolah ini, makasih uda peduli buat angkatan 2010-2011 n makasih juga uda ngasi hadiah yg jauh lebih bagus daripada gedung baru maupun segalamacambentukpatungnya itu.. LOL.
THANKS! :D